wow.
it's really been a while since i've written something huh?
i actually thought that i was gonna get out of this and stop the whole blog thing, but i've really felt like i'm not supposed to.
i guess we'll see.
well, i don't really know where to start, other than to say that God is incredible. i feel like my heart has grown SO much in these last few months it's CRAZY! i can't say it's been easy, but it has definitly been interesting :)
i love how the Lord works on us...SO MUCH PATIENCE!!!
He's been doing some pretty big things in my heart.
a lot of tearing out (my silly flesh)
and planting(His heart)
i've grown more than i ever expected, and i'm seeing that the journey really is not about my arrival points (other than heaven!!) but it is about the journey, and relationship with the Lord. He doesn't just wanna fix us, He wants us to learn and grow and love Him more WHILE He works...and really...it's not about us anyways...it's about HIM.
He gets more infinitly amazing by the day.
so. me right now. i'm home, working...and i guess it's been more a time of rest and reflection.
it's hard because there are so many of my friends that are getting inolved in ministry and busy doing stuff, and i have felt like i'm missing something kinda...but i'm starting to see the importance of this time, and the things the Lord needs to do in my heart before He gives me the go ahead for the next step.
i've also realized the importance of being OBEDIENT and the effects of that throughout our everyday life! it's ALWAYS in the ways we least expect that God will use us to reach people, and impact the world for the kingdom of heaven, so we ALWAYS need to be walking in communication and FULL obedience to the Lord.
it really doesn't matter where we are or what we are doing, because it really is the motives of our heart.
God uses the heart that is devoted to Him. and that is the most important thing...
and so. i'm just learning to live, and be and influence, and love people the way God loves them. He's teaching me A LOT! and i'm SO thankful that i can't do ANYTHING without Him...
there is SO much that i could share, and i'm hoping that my heart will be a little more organized when i write, but i can't guarentee...i'm kind of BUSTING!
till next.
HUGE love.
jes
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You have such a gift of putting your feelings into words! Like I said to you before, God is going to use your messes for messages, your disappointments for divine appointments, your tests for testimonies. You are a preacher girl
for sure. You are going to speak life into the lifeless, hope to the hopeless, encouragement to the forlorn, wisdom to the foolhearted (and that is from the heart of God to you!) Don't wait forever time is running out :) "The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing." Zephaniah 3:17
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